War

Nov 10, 2022

I'm at war with myself.

I know what I want, yet I feel so exhausted in the pursuit.

I feel the enormous push to trick myself into settling...but I fear it's simply to avoid the search for you...

Deep down, I know what I see before me is a mirage.

I drink the sand and then vow to stay away...yet over and over again, the sweet sounds suck me back in.

Over and over, a sadistic game.

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