So CR knew I'd done the threesome's with MP.
His friend RW had a thing for me.
I thought RW was an ass.
I'd had to take RW home one day, without CR, and RW make me go this ridiculous back way so it took twice as long as it should have for me to get home and CR was freaking out. He'd done it on purpose.
We were at CR's uncles, just the three of us, and CR in particular was pretty drunk. He started exposing my breasts in front of RW.
I was telling him to knock it off but he was being really grabby and making out with me in front of RW. It was very unusual for CR because he was so jealous.
I decided it was probably best if we just went in to bed.
Well, CR and RW had other ideas.
CR and I were making out and he wanted me to get naked. I told him I didn't think it was a good idea. He was trying to play assertive and just told me to do it but I knew it was an act.
But I got naked anyway.
We went back to making out and RW started playing with my tits while CR started fucking me. Then RW brought his cock to my mouth and I sucked him. CR seemed to be struggling but ultimately, he was able to cum fairly quickly. I wanted us to stop at that because I knew that was already pushing it for CR but I remember him saying it as clear as day. "RW's not finished."
RW just took over and pulled me over toward himself and started kissing me and playing with my tits. He was inside of me quickly and he was fucking me hard and fast. He knew what he was doing and I was responding accordingly.
I remember CR getting up and leaving the room and asking RW to hurry up and finish because I knew CR was upset.
RW deliberately took his time.
By the time I got out to CR he was beyond upset.
"You weren't supposed to enjoy it." was what he said.
I was so confused because it was so different from my experience with MP.
In the end, CR didn't want to give up his friendship with RW so we ended up going to a bonfire at RW's a month or so later.
CR got blackout drunk and passed out on RW's couch.
RW and I ended up in bed together, though we didn't fuck that night because I was on my period. We made out all night though and it was clear we'd not had enough of one another.
We made plans to meet up the next week.
We went to the movies. The Good Son. I blew him in the theatre and then we went back to his house. I made the mistake of telling him I could fuck him all night...he felt so good.
So he proceeded to fuck me all night until I was absolutely raw.
I ended up feeling so guilty over the whole thing that I tried to break up with CR because I just felt like such an ass. He wanted to know why and I confessed to him. He was SUPER pissed but he didn't want to break up.
After that, his jealousy was insane of course and I felt like I deserved it.
But I remember vividly the day, probably two years later, when we were out west and RW called to talk to CR. I was so stunned but it had been eating at me for years...I remembered telling CR I'd wanted to be done after he and I'd fucked and he was the one who had said RW wasn't finished. CR didn't remember it that way.
So when I had RW on the phone, I HAD to ask him and I'll never forget it. "I don't remember, that was two years ago." Is what he'd said.
And CR had been using that against me for two solid years, I wasn't allowed to move on and forget about it.
It was a few months after that when I woke up in bed next to CR and I knew in my heart, it wasn't my fault. Everything that happened, never would have happened if CR hadn't started it and if he'd stopped where I wanted to stop RW and I probably never would have hooked up again after. I told CR the next morning that it wasn't my fault and I wasn't going to take the blame for it anymore.
That was the beginning of the end of our relationship.
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